Quote of the Day
"I have the simplest of tastes. I am always satisfied with the best."
-Oscar Wilde
the prediction over the weekend was a 60 games played, and another mets collapse. i guess one outta two isn't bad? i sorta came close to 60. i played 42 games and went 25-17 for a profit of about 2,000.
im not much in a mood to write today...hearing about the failed bailout plan...also the worst point loss in history in the market, and those damn mets.
ill be back later to update further.
(the title from today's blog is a quote from yogi berra)
Monday, September 29, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
weekend coming....mets gonna blow it.....again
quote of the day
"refuse to remain intellectually stagnant. thrive on the thirst for wisdom, and use your mindfulness to quench it."
-me
there are days that i feel philosophical, and decide to jot down some random thoughts that are floating in my head. so i come up with quotes from time to time. most of them will be corny, but hopefully some of them will be decent.
i played something like 35 games the last couple days and am up around $1500. i tried to get some games in today, but got caught up in watching the mets game, and then the debate. mets...what can i say. sigh. its amusing how much my emotions swing on sports. max kellerman has a great perspective on it. he said that every day we ask god about the meaning of life...why do we go through this? what if anything do our lives mean on the scale of the universe? its so frustrating to have so many questions unanswered.... he eludes to that we should be angry with god because we really know nothing about life. so in response to that....man has created an entire subculture to get back at god. this subculture will captivate millions. it will be talked about among people around the world. something that we will care so much about and actually have no meaning whatsoever. this is the world of sports.
well....games have really tightened up on stars these days. seems like there is a regular sitting at every table all day long. its frustrating, but can't do much else then jump in there and get the games in. im hoping to play 60 games over the weekend. more realistically, ill probably get caught up watching more baseball and football, and play 30 games, but ya never know. go mets! go cubs!
"refuse to remain intellectually stagnant. thrive on the thirst for wisdom, and use your mindfulness to quench it."
-me
there are days that i feel philosophical, and decide to jot down some random thoughts that are floating in my head. so i come up with quotes from time to time. most of them will be corny, but hopefully some of them will be decent.
i played something like 35 games the last couple days and am up around $1500. i tried to get some games in today, but got caught up in watching the mets game, and then the debate. mets...what can i say. sigh. its amusing how much my emotions swing on sports. max kellerman has a great perspective on it. he said that every day we ask god about the meaning of life...why do we go through this? what if anything do our lives mean on the scale of the universe? its so frustrating to have so many questions unanswered.... he eludes to that we should be angry with god because we really know nothing about life. so in response to that....man has created an entire subculture to get back at god. this subculture will captivate millions. it will be talked about among people around the world. something that we will care so much about and actually have no meaning whatsoever. this is the world of sports.
well....games have really tightened up on stars these days. seems like there is a regular sitting at every table all day long. its frustrating, but can't do much else then jump in there and get the games in. im hoping to play 60 games over the weekend. more realistically, ill probably get caught up watching more baseball and football, and play 30 games, but ya never know. go mets! go cubs!
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
perception vs. reality
quote of the day
"The two most common elements in the universe are hydrogen and stupidity."
-Harlan Ellison
i finally made some decent strides in the heads up games. after i had lost 8k, i made most of it up due to a 12 game winning streak. this game is really something. during the streak, i felt like i could not lose any game. even further...i could not any pot that i thought i could take. the game felt so easy...confidence was very high as i felt totally on my game. but is that what is really taking place?
i lost a few games after that...then went into a downward spiral. i then proceeded to lose 8 straight. i questioned every single move i was making. questioning every borderline call/fold...questioning every bluff. questioning the amount i was raising...questioning everything. but was i playing differently than normal? was i doing anything different during my 12 game winning streak and the 8 game losing streak? no. this is poker. thats how the game is. so play your game, and dont get attached to streaks, because it really doesn't mean anything. its all one long session.
im going to get back into playing a little bit more. i have another 150,000 vpp's that i want to reach for '08. that works to 20 330's a day or 15 550's. so i need to start picking up the pace a little bit.
other than poker...my ankle is still hurting. i've skipped a week of class, and being in the house all day is depressing. i can put a little pressure on it, but barely walk. its driving me nuts. hopefully another few days, and ill be back. at least the mets won today.
"The two most common elements in the universe are hydrogen and stupidity."
-Harlan Ellison
i finally made some decent strides in the heads up games. after i had lost 8k, i made most of it up due to a 12 game winning streak. this game is really something. during the streak, i felt like i could not lose any game. even further...i could not any pot that i thought i could take. the game felt so easy...confidence was very high as i felt totally on my game. but is that what is really taking place?
i lost a few games after that...then went into a downward spiral. i then proceeded to lose 8 straight. i questioned every single move i was making. questioning every borderline call/fold...questioning every bluff. questioning the amount i was raising...questioning everything. but was i playing differently than normal? was i doing anything different during my 12 game winning streak and the 8 game losing streak? no. this is poker. thats how the game is. so play your game, and dont get attached to streaks, because it really doesn't mean anything. its all one long session.
im going to get back into playing a little bit more. i have another 150,000 vpp's that i want to reach for '08. that works to 20 330's a day or 15 550's. so i need to start picking up the pace a little bit.
other than poker...my ankle is still hurting. i've skipped a week of class, and being in the house all day is depressing. i can put a little pressure on it, but barely walk. its driving me nuts. hopefully another few days, and ill be back. at least the mets won today.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
short-term memory loss
quote of the day
"my advice to you is to get married. if you find a good wife, you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher."
- socrates
so i havent really played much poker the last few days. what else is new?
the last couple weeks, i've been invigorated by playing tennis again, so im trying to play as much as possible now. i was playing in a class on monday night and i jumped on this one shot....landed...and rolled my left ankle over. i heard some cracking noises as my ankle bent in a way that god did not intend. so with all the adrenaline in me, i decided to keep playing through it. i was limping around a bit, but i was alright. i then stayed 45 minutes after the class ended and played with some people who wanted to stay. probably not the smartest thing.
got back home, and my ankle was swollen like....like....i dunno, i can't think of a clever analogy. it was big. and sore. the next morning, i couldn't put any weight on it. i got some crutches, and have been hobbling all over the place. the swelling still hasn't gone down, so i went to the doc today. she told me it was a bad sprain, and gave me this walking boot thing that reaches my knee cap. its really stylish.
so i've been stuck at home, having to skip my week of tennis, hoping ill feel better by monday. one would think this would be a great opportunity to get some poker in, right? get back to the grind during this unfortunate time??? think again....im rapidly improving at madden '09, and i think im suffering from short-term memory loss, cause i dont recall anything else i have done over the last 3 days.
"my advice to you is to get married. if you find a good wife, you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher."
- socrates
so i havent really played much poker the last few days. what else is new?
the last couple weeks, i've been invigorated by playing tennis again, so im trying to play as much as possible now. i was playing in a class on monday night and i jumped on this one shot....landed...and rolled my left ankle over. i heard some cracking noises as my ankle bent in a way that god did not intend. so with all the adrenaline in me, i decided to keep playing through it. i was limping around a bit, but i was alright. i then stayed 45 minutes after the class ended and played with some people who wanted to stay. probably not the smartest thing.
got back home, and my ankle was swollen like....like....i dunno, i can't think of a clever analogy. it was big. and sore. the next morning, i couldn't put any weight on it. i got some crutches, and have been hobbling all over the place. the swelling still hasn't gone down, so i went to the doc today. she told me it was a bad sprain, and gave me this walking boot thing that reaches my knee cap. its really stylish.
so i've been stuck at home, having to skip my week of tennis, hoping ill feel better by monday. one would think this would be a great opportunity to get some poker in, right? get back to the grind during this unfortunate time??? think again....im rapidly improving at madden '09, and i think im suffering from short-term memory loss, cause i dont recall anything else i have done over the last 3 days.
Monday, September 15, 2008
weekend update
quote of the day
"do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions. all life is an experiment."
-ralph waldo emerson
what a disappointing weekend. i was really excited for the wcoop $300 HU tourny. i went out in the first round. i lost most of my chips on one hand which i felt like i couldn't get away from the hand. standard raise to 60 by my opponent, and i make it 180 with kj. flop comes j52 with two clubs. i bet out 200 and he calls. turn comes an ace...i check, he bets 450 or something...and i call. the river comes another ace. the flush didn't come, and i checked again. he bet 950 and i felt that ace was the only card to keep me in the hand. any other card, i was planning on check folding. so i called, and he has a boat with a5. oh well....and i then played the 2nd chance wcoop tourny. and again....out in the first round. dont even remember what happened in that one. i feel when im really on my game, i very relaxed and patient. and the 2nd chance tourny, i know i had made a couple moves which i probably didn't need to make because it was so early on. i have to keep reminding myself to remain more patient, and take less chances against players who you know you have an edge on.
it wasn't all bad news for that tournament though. my boy dr. fells, ended up chopping for the win, and my other friend breakribs got 5th or 6th. so congrats to them on a great tournament. also would like to say congrats to thetight who has gotten very deep in 2 wcoop tournies, and basically one hand away from making a final table.
as for me...i got killed over the weekend in my regular HU games. seems like every time i try to play a few games against a bad player at a higher level, i lose. i took a shot against in a few 1k's against a player who i felt i had a nice edge, and lost all three games. played some 550's against him also...and lost. somewhere around a 8k loss friday + saturday...not fun. but i did make some make some up on sunday. and now to grind the 330's to make that money back is torture. but it has to be done.
and can someone please tell the mets to not blow another september lead....please???? i mean this is ridiculous. and how about the gggggg men? man they look good. alright...i guess i should get some games in. which means ill slack off and watch some tv, but whatever.
"do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions. all life is an experiment."
-ralph waldo emerson
what a disappointing weekend. i was really excited for the wcoop $300 HU tourny. i went out in the first round. i lost most of my chips on one hand which i felt like i couldn't get away from the hand. standard raise to 60 by my opponent, and i make it 180 with kj. flop comes j52 with two clubs. i bet out 200 and he calls. turn comes an ace...i check, he bets 450 or something...and i call. the river comes another ace. the flush didn't come, and i checked again. he bet 950 and i felt that ace was the only card to keep me in the hand. any other card, i was planning on check folding. so i called, and he has a boat with a5. oh well....and i then played the 2nd chance wcoop tourny. and again....out in the first round. dont even remember what happened in that one. i feel when im really on my game, i very relaxed and patient. and the 2nd chance tourny, i know i had made a couple moves which i probably didn't need to make because it was so early on. i have to keep reminding myself to remain more patient, and take less chances against players who you know you have an edge on.
it wasn't all bad news for that tournament though. my boy dr. fells, ended up chopping for the win, and my other friend breakribs got 5th or 6th. so congrats to them on a great tournament. also would like to say congrats to thetight who has gotten very deep in 2 wcoop tournies, and basically one hand away from making a final table.
as for me...i got killed over the weekend in my regular HU games. seems like every time i try to play a few games against a bad player at a higher level, i lose. i took a shot against in a few 1k's against a player who i felt i had a nice edge, and lost all three games. played some 550's against him also...and lost. somewhere around a 8k loss friday + saturday...not fun. but i did make some make some up on sunday. and now to grind the 330's to make that money back is torture. but it has to be done.
and can someone please tell the mets to not blow another september lead....please???? i mean this is ridiculous. and how about the gggggg men? man they look good. alright...i guess i should get some games in. which means ill slack off and watch some tv, but whatever.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Remember Remember the 11th of September
i woke up today and was getting ready for my tennis class. the suns rays beaming down on me from afar....not a cloud in the sky. there was a gentle breeze waving through the air. you couldn't help but just be outside and smile. my thoughts were just about tennis...about how to control my forehand up the line, and hit winners. just a typical day. nothing out of the ordinary. going back into the house to gather some last minute things before i went out...took a glance at my watch, and saw the date. september 11th.
i then called my sister to wish her a happy birthday. we chatted for a few, and i wished her all the best today. and the date came back in my mind. september 11th. seven years ago to the day, the most deadly act of terrorism in the history of this country took place. 3,000 lives lost. and when you stop and really think about what that day meant, t really puts things in perspective for you.
this day wasn't going to be about complaining how my aq lost to a10 all in pre. i mean come on. who really cares. this is just one day....one reminder....of how lucky we all are. these words are thrown around very often, but do you really stop yourself in the middle of the day, and look around you...think of where you are in your life....and just be thankful to where you are in that moment? to be appreciate of all the liberties and rights you have? think about the troops in iraq, afghanistan, and all the other parts of the world. think about the belief system on how this country was founded. think about the revolutionary war, and the meaning behind it. the fight against tyranny and the continuous strive for freedom.
freedom...no one described the true meaning of it better than martin luther king. i am not african-american, but i have always been drawn to him. as i drove to my class i pulled up his "i have a dream" speech on you tube from my iphone. chills go through my body every time i listen to it...and i've probably listened to the full speech 100 times. his words resonate through my head to this minute. think about what it was like for minorities just 45 years ago. the police brutality, the segregation, being robbed of their dignity, and their dreams....one great line from his speech says..."the negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity." i look around my house now, thinking of those words...then thinking about the success i have had in poker, and in life in general. i can't complain....about anything.
i have had my rough patches the last few months. things haven't been easy on me. but its about whats ahead. there are only certain things i can control. i can only focus on getting myself better as a person and move forward with my life. there will be decisions that come up, and as difficult as they will be...it will not be that bad. it can't be.
the images from 9/11 are still with me to this day. seeing people 11oo feet up deciding to jump to their death. think about that for a minute. they are 100+ stories up on one of the worlds largest buildings. a commercial airliner hits the building and panic ensues. flames engulf your office and temperatures quickly rise. your friends and coworkers are gone. you dont have much time and you have a decision to make. quickly you grab your phone, and head to the window. making one last phone call to tell your wife that you love her, and the kids. and you make a decision that it would be better to jump 1100 feet than stay in that office. wow.
how does that wife deal with that stress today? how does she cope with 2 young kids to take care of by herself? how does she deal with knowing her husband leaped from a burning building, and his last words were "i love you." imagine the image that haunts her of her husbands last minutes. its too difficult to even grasp.
i know this isn't subject matter people want to hear, or want to think about. point of this whole thing was to appreciate the things around you. appreciate the people you have around you. life is about moments that will always stay with you. question is...how will you spend yours?
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there are many times in my life that i just want to give up. im tired of fighting this internal struggle. i look to a few quotes that help me get through some difficult times, and ill leave a few of them here.
"i asked god....why must i go through so many peaks and valleys? why must i go through so much? then i heard a voice that said, 'look up...get up...and dont ever give up."
- michael irvin
"you have to keep breathing...because tomorrow the sun will rise, and who know knows what the tide will bring in."
- tom hanks (castaway)
"Hope is not blind optimism. It's not ignoring the enormity of the task ahead, or the roadblocks that stand in our path. It's not sitting on the sidelines or shirking from a fight. Hope is that thing inside us that insists, despite all the evidence to the contrary, that something better awaits us if we have the courage to reach for it, work for it, and fight for it."
- barack obama
i then called my sister to wish her a happy birthday. we chatted for a few, and i wished her all the best today. and the date came back in my mind. september 11th. seven years ago to the day, the most deadly act of terrorism in the history of this country took place. 3,000 lives lost. and when you stop and really think about what that day meant, t really puts things in perspective for you.
this day wasn't going to be about complaining how my aq lost to a10 all in pre. i mean come on. who really cares. this is just one day....one reminder....of how lucky we all are. these words are thrown around very often, but do you really stop yourself in the middle of the day, and look around you...think of where you are in your life....and just be thankful to where you are in that moment? to be appreciate of all the liberties and rights you have? think about the troops in iraq, afghanistan, and all the other parts of the world. think about the belief system on how this country was founded. think about the revolutionary war, and the meaning behind it. the fight against tyranny and the continuous strive for freedom.
freedom...no one described the true meaning of it better than martin luther king. i am not african-american, but i have always been drawn to him. as i drove to my class i pulled up his "i have a dream" speech on you tube from my iphone. chills go through my body every time i listen to it...and i've probably listened to the full speech 100 times. his words resonate through my head to this minute. think about what it was like for minorities just 45 years ago. the police brutality, the segregation, being robbed of their dignity, and their dreams....one great line from his speech says..."the negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity." i look around my house now, thinking of those words...then thinking about the success i have had in poker, and in life in general. i can't complain....about anything.
i have had my rough patches the last few months. things haven't been easy on me. but its about whats ahead. there are only certain things i can control. i can only focus on getting myself better as a person and move forward with my life. there will be decisions that come up, and as difficult as they will be...it will not be that bad. it can't be.
the images from 9/11 are still with me to this day. seeing people 11oo feet up deciding to jump to their death. think about that for a minute. they are 100+ stories up on one of the worlds largest buildings. a commercial airliner hits the building and panic ensues. flames engulf your office and temperatures quickly rise. your friends and coworkers are gone. you dont have much time and you have a decision to make. quickly you grab your phone, and head to the window. making one last phone call to tell your wife that you love her, and the kids. and you make a decision that it would be better to jump 1100 feet than stay in that office. wow.
how does that wife deal with that stress today? how does she cope with 2 young kids to take care of by herself? how does she deal with knowing her husband leaped from a burning building, and his last words were "i love you." imagine the image that haunts her of her husbands last minutes. its too difficult to even grasp.
i know this isn't subject matter people want to hear, or want to think about. point of this whole thing was to appreciate the things around you. appreciate the people you have around you. life is about moments that will always stay with you. question is...how will you spend yours?
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there are many times in my life that i just want to give up. im tired of fighting this internal struggle. i look to a few quotes that help me get through some difficult times, and ill leave a few of them here.
"i asked god....why must i go through so many peaks and valleys? why must i go through so much? then i heard a voice that said, 'look up...get up...and dont ever give up."
- michael irvin
"you have to keep breathing...because tomorrow the sun will rise, and who know knows what the tide will bring in."
- tom hanks (castaway)
"Hope is not blind optimism. It's not ignoring the enormity of the task ahead, or the roadblocks that stand in our path. It's not sitting on the sidelines or shirking from a fight. Hope is that thing inside us that insists, despite all the evidence to the contrary, that something better awaits us if we have the courage to reach for it, work for it, and fight for it."
- barack obama
Monday, September 8, 2008
first blog entry...and what a day to do it
hello whoever is reading this. my name is raj and i am currently a professional poker player living in las vegas. i play mostly on pokerstars under the name "whaassuuppp". for those of you wondering...i created the name back in 2000 or something when those budweiser commercials were really popular. if only i had known it would be the name i am referred to as among the poker community, i probably would have thought of something a little more creative. anyway, this blog will entail some poker stories, and other random, general crap i feel like talking about. i created this site back in january and wanted to start writing then...i guess 9 months off isn't too bad to start my new years resolution?
so, i am primarily a heads up sng player, but i like to dabble in the occasional tournament. ive had some decent success, and its nice to have some change in my daily regimen. well...the last few days i have been playing a bunch of satellites into the wcoop. i won a couple entries and had 10k worth of w$. now...i wanted to SAVE those w$ whether it be for next years WSOP or a WPT event. but i also wanted to keep playing the event satellites. except for one little problem. pokerstars forces you to register with w$ in the event satellites if you have them available. you can't pay with cash. now my goal was to save it, and use cash to play whatever satellites i wanted to. so i had this genius plan on saturday to register for the 10k wcoop event to be played on sunday, which would eliminate all of my w$, so i could freely use my cash to pay for whatever other tournaments i wanted to....and just unregister when i was done playing my little satellites. oopsy.
sunday morning rolls around, im watching the magic of brett favre....and im in a 330 HU game. in the middle of the game, a window pops up with 9 people sitting at the table. my heart started to race, and i had no idea what that table was. i pull up the lobby, and i see its the 10k wcoop event. oh man. i had forgotten to unregister from the previous night after my satellites!!!! i was in total panic mode. i tried to sell portions of myself so i wouldn't have to take a 10k hit if things didn't go well. so i sold some of it, but still had a decent chunk of the buy in. the field was among the best i have ever seen in an online tournament. the caliber of play was very high. stacks started off at 25k and the levels were 30 minutes. it seemed like we were playing for days. and all the added anxiety sure didn't help the situation.
i was doing pretty well in the tournament, and won a huge 99 vs. ak race right around bubble time. it put me safely into the money, which was such a huge relief. it could have been a really disastrous day, but to slip into the money was amazing. shortly thereafter, i shoved with 6's in EP...i was pretty short, and got two callers. uh oh. 66 vs. kk vs. qq. BANG 6 right on the flop!!!! back up to the average stack, and things were looking bright again. i moved tables, and was on a very aggressive table. i went totally card dead, and the couple times i tried to make a move, i got reshoved on. i finally picked up 88 in the BB against a button raise....it got all in he had 77. the day was done as a 7 spiked the flop. i finished 29th out of 320 in a very tough field. i know if i won that hand with 88, i coulda been talking about a 6 figure score, but all things considered....it was a great day. oh...and i just emailed stars support to see if they could add a feature to select w$ or cash on their registration button. please help me out and do the same! i guess today...it paid to be a forgetful idoit.
so, i am primarily a heads up sng player, but i like to dabble in the occasional tournament. ive had some decent success, and its nice to have some change in my daily regimen. well...the last few days i have been playing a bunch of satellites into the wcoop. i won a couple entries and had 10k worth of w$. now...i wanted to SAVE those w$ whether it be for next years WSOP or a WPT event. but i also wanted to keep playing the event satellites. except for one little problem. pokerstars forces you to register with w$ in the event satellites if you have them available. you can't pay with cash. now my goal was to save it, and use cash to play whatever satellites i wanted to. so i had this genius plan on saturday to register for the 10k wcoop event to be played on sunday, which would eliminate all of my w$, so i could freely use my cash to pay for whatever other tournaments i wanted to....and just unregister when i was done playing my little satellites. oopsy.
sunday morning rolls around, im watching the magic of brett favre....and im in a 330 HU game. in the middle of the game, a window pops up with 9 people sitting at the table. my heart started to race, and i had no idea what that table was. i pull up the lobby, and i see its the 10k wcoop event. oh man. i had forgotten to unregister from the previous night after my satellites!!!! i was in total panic mode. i tried to sell portions of myself so i wouldn't have to take a 10k hit if things didn't go well. so i sold some of it, but still had a decent chunk of the buy in. the field was among the best i have ever seen in an online tournament. the caliber of play was very high. stacks started off at 25k and the levels were 30 minutes. it seemed like we were playing for days. and all the added anxiety sure didn't help the situation.
i was doing pretty well in the tournament, and won a huge 99 vs. ak race right around bubble time. it put me safely into the money, which was such a huge relief. it could have been a really disastrous day, but to slip into the money was amazing. shortly thereafter, i shoved with 6's in EP...i was pretty short, and got two callers. uh oh. 66 vs. kk vs. qq. BANG 6 right on the flop!!!! back up to the average stack, and things were looking bright again. i moved tables, and was on a very aggressive table. i went totally card dead, and the couple times i tried to make a move, i got reshoved on. i finally picked up 88 in the BB against a button raise....it got all in he had 77. the day was done as a 7 spiked the flop. i finished 29th out of 320 in a very tough field. i know if i won that hand with 88, i coulda been talking about a 6 figure score, but all things considered....it was a great day. oh...and i just emailed stars support to see if they could add a feature to select w$ or cash on their registration button. please help me out and do the same! i guess today...it paid to be a forgetful idoit.
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